yujin13 - yujin13. (wall)

Текст с Bandcamp’а: “i struggled treading clouded, murky waters of the mind. a silent desperation at what cannot be defined. expect success, feel disappointment. one you’ve learned not to vest your trust in. an overwhelming guilty conscience and so what’s left is just to walk away... is it too late at this point? is this all beyond our repair? we are who we are and who we were is no longer there. why can’t it be just like it used to be before? a single second: an eternity behind my eyes. twenty eternities spent trapped within a wall that i could not destroy, escape, or climb. an expression left eroded and defaced by the bitter winds of time. words branded onto skin solidify deception, shedding light upon the shadow of a perfect crime. is it too late at this point? is this all beyond our repair? we are who we are and who we were is no longer there. why can’t it be just like it used to be before? i heard you walk up the stairs: a feeling unspoken, and no words are shared. you pretended i’m invisible, but i know you’re aware. and i know what i have to say, but i’m afraid that the words would have been spoken in vain. a vacant look on your face denies a resemblance to a trace of the simple past. expect success, feel disappointment. one you’ve learned not to vest your trust in. an overwhelming guilty conscience and so what’s left is just to walk away... is it too late at this point? is this all beyond our repair? we are who we are and who we were is no longer there. why can’t it be just like it used to be before? from yujin13. (wall), released February 17, 2015“